I need a Better Life.

Another Lonely Day,

Lonely Night. . .
When can i stand my Loneliness till?
Another Moody Day. . .
Staring. . .
Waiting. . .
What do i really need?
I don't know.
Money is everything?
What kind of life should I have?
No one understand me.
Not even me,myself.
I try to fulfill everyone beside me,
Try to cheer them up,
But why is it so hard to cheer up myself?
Love?
Sex?
Money?
Life???
Someone tell me,
How can i get a better life?
Satisfy with my life,
Why am i still feeling unsatisfied?
Why am i still feeling lonely?
Something wrong with me?
Some kind of bad feeling coming toward me. . .
Depress. . .
Give me a Better Life,Please. ..
I' m tired.
I' m only a 21 years old girl.
How much can i do?
It's so heavy.
The burden is so heavy. . .
Sometimes i do really wish to get rid of it,
But i can't. . .
It's so hard to. . .
I' m a human too,
I need hugs,kisses & sweet talks too. . .
But it's not from you. . .
A bit disappointed.
A bit depressed.
A bit tears.
Do I really love you?
I don't know.
I mind.
I' m still mind till today.
And it's so hard to say it out.
Some kind of pain,
And it's pain from the heart.
Tears from heart.
Crying from the heart.
God,I need a Better Life.
Please. . .
Grant my wish.
I want to be a Happy Girl.
Thanks.