Fun Fair Day

Plane Ride on 20/06/09.

Enjoying...Again on 27/06/09.

The plane ride is like snail ride. ~.~

That's the Sesame Street, Mr.Elmo =D
Got it purposely.
SO cute.

Doggie?
Isabelle's ball throwing prize.

Hello Kitty.
Isabelle's ball rolling prize.

Dolls! xD
Muackz!

Oh Gosh, look at Isabelle bed. ~.~
There are more and more.
No more space for newcomer. xP

★什么是真正的朋友?★

(虽然是多了，但是这个我看了很好...我知道了什么是朋友!--珍惜!)

★朋友是不一样的。
有的是用真诚换来的。
有的是用钱财买来的。
还有的是欺骗或是欺压争取的。
甚至还有的是用生命而得到的。
你的朋友是其中的哪一种呢?

★什么是真正的朋友?
不同的人有不同的想法。
我认为:朋友是你前进中的给你指明方向的人。
朋友是为你解决困难的人，
朋友是与你知心的人，
朋友是关爱你的人。
朋友是与你朝夕相处的人 ,
而不会因为你存在着一些微不足道的缺点,
而到处乱讲的人。
因为人无完人嘛!
何况你的朋友也不是一个十全十美的人啊!

朋友是在你走向黑岸的时候,
为你点亮明灯的那个人。

朋友不会因为你现在处于困难时期,
而离你远去的人。

朋友不会因为你处在人生低谷的时刻而抛弃你的人。

真正的朋友不会人云亦云,
不会在你受伤的伤口上再洒上一把盐的人。

朋友不会因为小人对你的栽赃，而远离你的人,
而是在这个时候，伸出援助的手来关心你，关怀你的人。

真正的朋友不会见利忘义。
不会随风倒，不会对有用的人就阿虞奉承，
对无用的人就一脚踢开的人。

真正的朋友不会因为一点私利，就把朋友的情谊抛开了一边。

真正的朋友不会有私心的，他会在你需要帮助的时候,
不顾一切的对你呵护的人，他会一直对你最忠诚的人,
他会承诺你们以前的一言一行，不会因为你暂时的不顺利，
而把你忘掉的人。

真正的朋友是有道德的，在你有困难的时候，
他不会对你施加任何的压力，对你施加让你喘不过气的做法的。

真正的朋友会是理智的，会是有头脑的。
他不会看到你此时的不顺，他不会是袖手旁观的。
他会在背地里解劝你，他会私下里与你交流,
他绝对不会把对你看法直接说给别人听的。
也就是说，他会给你留面子的。

真正的朋友可以为朋友两肋插刀，为朋友可以呼风唤雨，
为朋友可以是阳光般的心情，会是对你百般呵护。

我喜欢与朋友相处，我喜欢与朋友结交，
我喜欢与朋友做心与心的交流，我希望与朋友做真心的交往。

谁的处世都有自己的方法，你要求别人这样做，
也不能强求人家非要按照你的方法来做，
何况父母也没有这样要求的，何况你是一个外人啊，

谁也不可能把自己的方法强加于别人的头上。
所以友谊和与朋友的交往更不要强加于人家。

为人处世你有你的想法，你的想法别人也不一定接受的，
所以与朋友交往上,不能千篇一律的 ，
你有你的方法，我有我的追求。

结交朋友要靠诚心和真心，结交朋友要靠自己的为人，
是真朋友不会因为你有难处的时候，离开你，
不是你的真正的朋友,即使在你最困难的时候
离开了你，你也不必懊恼，
因为你可以认清了什么是真正的朋友，
在与朋友交往的问题上，要多结交朋友，
在朋友最需要你的时候 ，你不要袖手旁观，不要对朋友远离，
这样的朋友才是真正的朋友。

我喜欢真正的朋友，我喜欢与真正的朋友结交，
这是我一贯的原则，结交朋友在你最关键的时候，
才会识破什么是最真正的朋友，什么是最真正的友谊。

友谊是一个人的需要的 ，
友谊是一个人必须的，
友谊是一个人向往的，
友谊是一个人在人的一生中不可缺少的。
我们都渴望友谊。我们都珍视友谊。

朋友是真诚的，朋友是真心的。有朋友的人生是幸福的人生。

心中明月清风。坐看风云变化。雄辩是银，沉默是金。

人生离不开的是亲情，友情和爱情！

知己相互之间没有秘密，因为彼此如同透明，一个动作，一个眼神，
都能知道对方想干什么；

知己能跟自己在同一个时刻，说出同一句话，而且连字数都是一样；

知己能跟自己共患难，但又不求回报，不图分享，
一切以对方健康、快乐为基准；

只有知己才会和自己说出他（她）自己本身的问题，
无论生理还是心理上的，没有羞涩，不带色情；

同性知己的范围在亲情和异姓兄弟之间，比起结拜，更深一层；

异性知己却常被人称为‘第三种感情’，介乎友情和爱情之间，
但又大大超出了友情和爱情的范围；

做了很多年朋友，但不一定能成知己；成为知己，
也不是一定要有很多感情基础，有一点足够；
但一定要有共同的爱好，共同的语言，
还要有比情人更多的话题和倾诉，重要的一点：
相互之间一定要能超出平常的相互包容，忍让，相互理解。

要想知道什么样的人跟自己才是知己，我给各位三点参考，
不一定完全准确，但我却觉得不是没有道理：

一、同性：（前提是好朋友，但却不知道自己跟他是不是知己）：
如果别人常说‘你们真是一个是水，
一个是火’或者‘你们比起周围的朋友，
好象你们的关系确实铁’之类的。
（旁观者清，别人都看出关系不一般，不是知己又是什么？）

二、异性：（必须不是情人）
自己只是知道跟她经常在一起玩或者经常联系，
一起上街或者到对方家玩的时候，
其他人都会问‘你们是不是在谈恋爱’之类的话。

三、同异适用：只有两条：
‘1、在你没有告诉别人你所位置的时候，只有知己才能找到你’；

2、在你没有暗示你要说什么话的时候，只要知己才知道你想说什么’。

Wish me Luck

Gosh...
My left eyes is still swollen since last Saturday till today. =(
That's the reason that caused me unable to attend my test last week.
Tomorrow is the day!
I'm so nervous.
Haven memorize yet.
Don't feel like wanna study during weekdays. =="
Feeling lazy and wanna take a rest after my whole day work.
I prefer sleep more than study. =P
Some more I'm not interested at all.
Well, tonight I do really have to start my study already,
Friends, wish me luck for tomorrow.
Don't fail! Please...

Dramatic eyelook

After my nice dinner,

Vivienne came to me and said :
"I need something more than natural."
"Dramatic." xD
Well, it's time to show off again! xD

Everyone, how was it?
Isn't she look good with the make up?
Am I potential?
Muahaha. xD

Pretty Dolly eyes,
Longer lashes,
Bigger eyes.

Babe, are you satisfy with the make up?
Mature enough?
I'm proud of myself. xD
TeeHee.
Thanks for giving a chance to show off. xP

Special Thanks to :
Kanebo
Elianto
Bourjois
Canmake
Maybelline
Cyber Colors
Beautilicious
Majolica Majorca

Milwaukee, Kepong

Today is Gary's Birthday.
We're having nice dinner at...

Milwaukee, Steak House.

Bread with Mushroom soup.

Hey, Mom can't wait to scooped. =x
The soup is a bit creamy today.

Spaghetti.

Grilled Chicken Chop.

They called it Baby Chicken, 童子鸡.
Delicious. =D

Fish and Chip.

The first few pictures are taken by my phone without flash,
so it seems a bit dark and not clear.
The last 3 pictures are taken by gary's hand phone with flash.
And now I spotted the difference,
the importance of camera with flash. =x
I'm so full!
Foods that contain fats and high calories again. =x

Gucci

Gucci Jolicoeur Large Tote

I want this!! =D=D

I Love this bag so much.
I can own it next month?
I'm hunger for that. xP
Another selection, Prada?
Someone promised me will buy me.
Keke.

Mickey

Mickey Mouse?
Does it still look like a Mickey?
TeeHee.

This is the ragged Mickey I mentioned about.
Does anyone know where can I get the exact size of this Mickey?
Or who can get me a new one? =P
Oh,I love him so much.
The first Mickey I got was a present from my uncle from Japan.
I just can't sleep without my Mickey!
No matter how many times I washed it,
It still look like this. =x
Can't even find it in the World Of Cartoon.
I think its time to get a new one.

Bloat

Does anyone know the cure for Bloat?

My Cocker Spaniel, Munny which is already 9 years old is suffered from Bloat.
She is already 60 years old for dog's age.
Her stomach is bloated like a balloon. =x
They thought she is pregnant but she's not.
She is less active and lose interest in eating.
Even pet shop got no idea for the cure of Bloat.
They are giving the same advise.
"Send her to veterinarian."
Ya,I know I should send her to the vet but it's very costly.
Pity Munny.
I'm a irresponsible owner.
I seldom bother her since Isabelle was born.
I used to play with her,bathed her when she was a puppy.
Munny,hope that you don't have to be a dog anymore for your next life.
I admitted that I'm not a good owner.
I got no time for you.
She used to be very hyperactive when she was a puppy.
Run,Jump,Chase and Retrieve.

Tagged:Scooby(Left),Munny(Right)
Munny's First Love, Scooby.
We are ready to welcome new puppies,
but failed. =P

Lastly,Thanks for being part of my life.
I remembered the moment when I was crying,
you came toward me and lay on my thigh.
Such a lovely dog. =)

心太软

突然想起了这首旧歌

还记得以前还蛮喜欢这首歌的
没想到因为这首歌
我的Blog开始有华语出现了=D

夜深了你还不想睡
你还在想着他吗
你这样痴情到底累不累
明知他不会回来安慰
只不过想好好地爱着一个人
可惜他无法给你满分
多余的牺牲 他不懂心疼
你应该不会只想做个好人
算了吧
就这样忘了他
该放就放
再想也没有用
傻傻等待
他也不会回来
你总该为自己想想未来
你总是心太软 心太软
独自一个人流泪到天亮
你无怨无悔地爱着那个人
我知道你根本没那么坚强
你总是心太软 心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单 相处太难
不是你的就别在勉强

Shopping at IOI

Sunday Evening,

We do some shopping at IOI mall.
These are the items I bought from SASA.

Canmake Lip Essense.
Canmake Clear Mascara Gel.
And I love them! =P
Welcome to my collection. =D
I just can't stop buying pretty cosmetics. =)

Beside pretty cosmetics,
A shirt from P & Co.
Large size. =="
Don't know why, I feel comfortable.

I like it with a "I HATE U" winking smiley. =P

My Favourite Food is FREE today

Hungaria Walnut.
Added Strawberries.
Gosh,another Birthday cake which is bought from De Pastry Chef again.
I was like... =x
No more cakes please. =x

Today is my cute little nephew, Zhi Xuan Birthday.

We're invited to a birthday party which is located at Mc Donald's.
Omg, My favourite fast food.
And everything is Free today,
So...
Let's start eating!!! =P
Nuggets,
Apple Pie,
Coca-Cola,
French Fries,
Ice Cream Sundae,
Spicy Goreng Mc D,
Spicy Chicken Mc Deluxe...
I managed to finish all of the food listed above,
I'm sooo Full!
Omg!How can I ate that much?! =s
Geez,Why can I ate so much nowadays?
Ish,Ish and another Ish... =x

Undang

终于,我去听Undang了。
一直期待的。
一直没有时间去的。
一直没有机会去的。
今天一早6点多就起床了，累死了。
当我到那里时，才八点多。
在那里又无所事事的，
所以就跑进课堂里坐着，
参考参考这两本书，
这两本书值RM20.00。
今天总共也交了RM220.00。
因为正真的总数是RM850.00，
所以就要求了分期付款。
课竟然在10点半才开始。
今天的心情也欠佳。
因为我们吵了架。
所以下午饭以后，
都没什么心情继续听了。
因为很怕会不明白的原因，
我就坐在最前面第一个位子，
可是那位讲座员讲话很小声又很快，
我还是没什么明白。
相信很多人也在后面睡着觉。
结果，今天这样就四点了，
真不明白听来做么的？
在我回到家时，
就在想，今天我听了什么？
糟糕，我还得自己练习了。
一直很努力地在完成那五百题的题目书。
我只能在周末去考啊，
平时都在做工，
也没有多余的时间去读，
开始担心了，
我会不会及格？
我不想不合格叻，
因为又要再补钱。
请让我一次就合格吧！
就不用浪费时间和金钱了。

Tragedy

Today,we argued again.
I want him to read my blog but he refused.
He want to talk face by face.
He said he don't like to read notes nor message.
But for me,I don't like to talk by face to face.
I know,
Even if I tell him the true or my feeling,
He'll get mad and there will be a fight again.
We got nothing that can discuss about it anymore.
I'm so helpless.
My mom won't help me as she think that I'm married,
Anything I should refer to my husband.
Husband will take care of you for the rest of your life.
I'm such an unlucky girl.
Michelle,you got to be tough.
You have to search for another better life.
He just won't appreciate what you have done to him.
Guess he can't remember.
I don't hate.
But I just can't stop running away from problems.
What I need is a good husband that always support me.
Understand that how hard I've done to him.
Every time when I looked at the baby who is so alike like him,
I remembered the 8 days pain when I was in hospital.
Unbearable pain that can't be forgotten.
I just can't accept that a husband can said,
"Fine,I'll move out,you can stay the baby with you."
"And I'll send you money every month."
What am I?
Am I a pig that is only used to produce something which is useful?
Am I a clown?
That have to entertain everyone?
I am a person who don't deserve anything.
Now I think that every things are not worth at all.
Why?
I don't think that I should continue this kind of life,right?
I stayed calm,try not to cry.
It's so hard to control.
Tears are falling in my heart.
No one will know.
I have to pretend that I'm happy.
This is a wrong turn.
A dead end.
Anything should be settle nicely.
Anyone can lead me to the right way?
What is my next step?
Already told him that this is a last chance.
I just can't accept to be threaten like that.
It's not the problem of how you can be a good son.
I don't hate your mom.
It's the way how you talk to your wife.
How you treated your beloved that sacrifice everything to be with you.
I know that he won't mind even if I'm going to leave him.
Well,guess that you guys won't let go your love one easily right?
And I don't think that he's a good father also.
It's so hard to ask money from him.
It's like not willing to.
Never mind Michelle.
Someone is waiting for you.
And I'm sorry.
I have to go for better life.
You are the one who don't appreciate and cherish me.
Before a full stop,
I still want to tell you that I Love You.
Till I found someone that I can rely on.
I'm so sorry.
I'll leave after tomorrow.
This is a tragedy.
Everything is over.
I can't stand for another 5 years.
Goodbye My Love.

Love,but too bad it's not belong to me.

I'm not trying to find argument.
Do you understand?
I was trying to tell you about my feeling.
I'm not saying that you can't be.
You could.
I don't have the right to mind your business.
Did I ever bother?
Just that you have to understand why?
It's not kind of hatred.
Just some kind of disappointed.
Maybe you can say that I'm jealous.
Yes,I am.
Why would I jealous?
Yes,she love you.
But not me.
The treatment is totally different and it's obvious.
Unfair.
Yes,she's good.
But not to me.
I won't blame as it should be.
You don't have to lie me anymore.
I'm not blind.
I'm a human too.
I can feel it.
I don't want to wear a mask anymore.
So fake.
What for?Cheating?Acting?
I admitted that I am not a good actress.
That's a story about it.
During my confinement,
I was so in pain cause I'm just finished my operation.
But I still have to carried a 7 plus pound baby.
I'm so so so tired and pain.
But what?
She want me to set alarm and feed the baby every 2 hours.
(It must not be every 2 hours,you can feed when the baby is awake.)
Well,fine.I do what as she said.
This was my 1st baby so I got no experience at all.
Sometimes I don't even know what's the reason,
Why would the baby keep on crying,
Even that I had already changed her diapers or fed her.
I got no point what to do.
No one help me on it.
Fine,I told myself that I have to be independent and learn how to take care of a baby.
Late night,Son is back.
This fella rushed into my room and asked for the baby.
Fine,I hand over the baby to her.
Movie start,
"My love little baby..." (Full of caring like she's the who who take care of the baby)
Shaking her arms.
Once her son went into the bathroom,
She came in my room and said :"Give you back."
Isn't that funny?
One day,the baby was crying loudly.
I found that the baby diaper is wet.
So I brought the baby into the room and decided to change her wet diaper.
While I was on my way untied the diaper,
Suddenly,I got a whacked from the back.
What the hell?!
"Why do you leave her on the bed?!"
(I put her on the bed cause I have to change her diaper as it will caused discomfort?!)
I thought this was the reason that caused she cried?
Then I start crying alone in the room.
Why would I got whacked without reason?
Am i wrong?
None stop crying but I'm helpless.
No one bother me at all.
No one talk to me.
I'm getting depressed.
(I'm sick of depression)
Of course,I have to call my hubby to tell him about what's happening.
But what?
He said:"it's impossible.It might be a misunderstood."
"Maybe she's too nervous so that's an incident."
Oh my god.
I had married a wrong guy who don't trust me,
And think that I was blaming her mom who helped me.
Oh my god.
Start from that day,I told myself how could I love a guy who don't believe in me?
Well,my love to him is getting less.
Felt so disappointed & helpless.
Within this month,I saw a lot.
I saw how she beat a kid,the way she talked to a kid?
It's not only isa there of course.
There are 3 more kids to handled.
So,I never think to ask for help or whatever.
I need rest more than that.
"Do not follow me like a dog!"
(Is this the right way to talk to the kids?)
Story that can't be finish...
I should stop saying about her as it's too over.
What to say?
She's a good mother for her sons.
But not to me neither eunice.
I can't control what people like to do or act.
You win.
You get what you want for what you have act for.
This kind of life i rather don't want.
I'll give up.
Actually this is all over,
I shouldn't think about it anymore.
I might be jealous of her.
Why could he treat her better than me?
I don't deserve the same treatment?
Ya,she's the one who take care of you till you're 18.
What about me?
Aren't me a mom also?
Who taking care of your kid?
I did not suffer of that kind of pain?
I did not have to work?
I did not have to cook for you?
I did not have to stay with you even that you're not rich?
Tell me why do you choose me?
Need a baby to entertain your parents?
Being a mom is hard,right?
I won't blame that you have to respect her.
And I already promised you that I'll go back to your house.
But what about me?
Who will entertain me?
Who will know that I'm hard?
Who can I ask for help?
Never ever anyone who ever help me on it,even my family.
And please Don't be so childish-minded.
Do you think I'm very fun to pay my family member?
Please understand people's situation.
I'm the eldest in my family.
Who else will take care of the family?
Ya,my mom is not as lucky as your mom that can stay at home.
Your dad will went out for money.
My mom have to work alone to raise the entire family,please.
What's the problem if i pay my mom?
What have they done to you?
Did they bully you?
Did they ask for anything from you?
Sometimes,they even help us to take care of the baby.
What else do you want more?
And please,I did not scold your dad.
How dare I to do that?
My mom was there too.
I was just none stop crying,looking at my baby in the room.
I DID NOT.
Believe or not up to you.
It's not important anymore.
My Love,you always told me that you love me but you don't.
My Love,you never say that you'll bring me out for shopping unless I asked to.
My Love,you never try to entertain me at all.
My Love,when you requested for off day,you're planning to go somewhere else.
My Love,you never pay me money till I warning you.
My Love,you seldom hug me unless I asked you to.
My Love,please think about me too.
My Love,I'm only a 22 years old mommy.
My Love,I'm still working for better life.
My Love,I still have to cook for you.
My Love,I'm the one who take care of your baby.
My Love,I'm the one who will stay with you till you die.
My Love,Asking money from you cause you have the responsibility.
My Love,I'm so tired to love you.
My Love,It's so hard to communicate with you.
My Love,I'm so boring with my life.
My Love,I'm so tired by wearing a mask.
My Love,I'm so tired of acting happy but I'm not.
My Love,What have you done to me?
My Love,How to be a good father?
My Love,How to be a good husband?
My Love,Do you understand what am I trying to tell?
My Love,I'm sick of this kind of life.
My Love,I feel like giving you up.
My Love,How many chance more should I give?
My Love,Do you understand of all?
My Love,What's a wife for?
My Love,Do you feel hard together with me?
My Love,Make sure what's right and what's wrong.
My Love,Don't be so Bad Tempered & Impatient.
My Love,Do you understand the meaning of Marriage?
My Love,Your brother trust eunice.
My Love,If these continue,I can't help you on anything.I will let go of you.
It's enough for me,
Can't really remember how long I've been together with you.
How long more to go?
Maybe...The feeling of Love is getting lost.
I'm getting bored.
I got no feeling.
I don't feel like want to argue with you anymore.
We don't have to argue about her anymore.
No more topic...
It's time to stop...
It's time to let go...
You can do whatever you want to.
I got no comment.
You're too bored for me...
If you feel angry when you read this blog,
I can tell you...
We're finish.
The reason I choose to wrote here is to prevent argument.
I don't feel like wanna talk to you face by face anymore.
How many times I have talk nicely to you already?
And If you really think that it's so hard to stay at my house,
You can make a choice.
I'll keep silent.
I got no choice,I have to stay as someone is taking care of my baby here.
And a lot people can fetch me back from work here.
I have my friends here.
Don't think that it's a good way to leave me alone at kajang.
What about me?
Till a day,when you're able to rent a Love house for us.
I'll move out with you.
I'm so sorry...We have such an unsatisfied life.
If you don't understand after u read this blog,I can't help you on anything too.
I'm so lazy to explain n explain again.
If you got a reply just leave me message by phone,msn or here.
You don't have to call me.Sorry again.

Supermarket Trolley

Sunday Evening,we went to do some shopping.

Water Front Park, Jusco.
We found this unique trolley that can entertain kids.
Special Trolley for kids.
Kids can ride in.

She enjoyed so much by sitting in the 'car'.

'Move it!Move it!'
I just can't stop pushing the trolley.
(Exhausted)*
Turning round and round.

I'm in the car,vroom...
Bubye!

Dad's Birthday

Happy Birthday Daddy!

Cake from De Pastry Chef again.
Fruit Cocktail.
Fruitty cake which is full of fruits pieces inside.

51 years old.
Happy Birthday to you~!
Make a wish and blow.
Cake,cake,cake,and cake. =x
Gary's Birthday is coming soon. =x
Not again?!

When Can I Drive?

A Pink Audi =)

Tomorrow is Friday again.
Happy Friday!
Weekends coming soon~
Feel so Happy. =D
Where should i go?
What should i do if i stay at home?
Hmm...
(Suddenly remind me of...)
Geez...
My laundry,
And I have to clean up my dusty room.. =_=
Always forget about it.
Argh...
I need a car...
It's super inconvenient without a car...
When should i go for that?
(Don't know.)
I got so much stuffs that haven been done...
Urgh....
Sign....

Beezy Beez

Getting busy with my life.

I'm so busy within this 2 weeks.
I got so much things to do,to learn.
Things that i haven done.
A bit stress but it's still fine for me.
I've been working in Paloma for 4 months.
Export and Shipping are not an easy job.
So much documentaries,
That I need to follow up.
They told me to keep learning.
One day,I'll have to handle all of it.
Life should be interesting.
I'll try to learn as much as I can.
I believe...
1 day...
I'll success...